[TOP] Just over a year ago you two barely knew each other. He was obviously the famous rapper of BIGBANG whilst you were working for an international IT Firm and just got sent from America to work in Seoul. You couldn’t speak any Korean at all but somehow you managed to be TOP’s girlfriend and started to live together with him really soon.
He put his keys in and turned the door knob. The lights were turned on so he guessed you were home already. “7:00pm.. hmm…she’s early for a change” TOP thought to himself. He hesitated whether to loudly announce that he’s back or give you a surprise and decided the latter one.
He found you in the bedroom and hugged you tightly from behind. “Hey baby, I missed you” he whispered into your ears.
You smiled and turned around to give him a kiss then he noticed that you were packing.
“Do you have to go on another business trip again? Is that why you are early today?” TOP asked as he took the hanger from your hand.
You replied him whilst continuing to pack, “Yeah.. I guess you could say that… but maybe it’s slightly different this time…”
You zipped your luggage and turned around to face him, “I…my..my company is sending me back to America, I’m actually getting a promotion of three ranks. I’ll be taking the regional post looking over Asia but I’ll be based in America…” you paused to look at his reaction.
He dropped the hanger on the floor, “So that means we won’t see each other?” he asked as calmly as he could.
“I’ll still be flying to Korea at least 3 times each year…”
You waited him to digest the news and respond. He held your hand, “Do you really have to go?”
“It’s a very rare opportunity and it is really important for my career, I can’t just leave it like this.”
“Then what about us? What about me?”
“That’s why I wanted to talk to you.” You paused and took a deep breath before continuing, “Since I won’t be by your side all the time, I’ll understand if you want to break off our relationship and find another girl, we can still be good friends.” You tried to force a smile on your face.
“WHAT ARE YOU EVEN TALKING ABOUT?!?! WHY WOULD I DO THAT?!” he shouted at you. He grabbed your wrist and pulled you to his chest and held you tight. “I would never let go of you, let’s get married”
Your heart skipped a beat. But you quickly regained your senses and pushed yourself away from him, “No I can’t marry you now. You said that because you are shocked by the news, you don’t really want to marry yet. I don’t want you to regret in the future, I don’t want to regret either.”
“No! That’s not true, I really want to marry you!” TOP protested.
“Let’s not talk about this now, you are just confused and lost right now. There’s no way we are getting married now. You aren’t prepared for it and neither am I. This won’t lead to a happy ending. What about BIGBANG? What about your fans? You can’t irrationally just decide something like this.”
“…I don’t know what to do… just tell me what to do that would make you stay…”
“Baby, I have to leave. Lets give ourselves some time to think about it okay? And in the mean time can we just enjoy ourselves tonight since I’m leaving tomorrow night” you looked at him to see if he was going to reply. “You haven’t eaten dinner yet right? I’ve made some nice dinner for us, lets go to the dining room and eat shall we?” you said as you pulled his hand.
You made TOP sit down as you went into the kitchen to bring out the food. “Jagiya, lets forget about everything else and just have a good time tonight okay?” Reluctantly, TOP nodded his head and gave you a smile. “Fine.. I can never win any argument with you” he said with a forceful smile.
After dinner, both of you washed the dishes together like a married couple. Then you went and put on a movie and snuggled close to TOP on the sofa. “What time is your flight tomorrow?” TOP asked you after the movie.
“Okay. Lets go sleep now” he suggested. But in the end both of you ended up chatting until 2am. He hugged you tightly the whole night.
You woke up at 9 in the morning the next day and carefully got out of the bed without waking him up. You took a shower and got dressed to leave. You looked at the sound asleep TOP and whispered saranghae before you turned to leave the room.
You searched in your bag for and took out a letter addressed to TOP and left it on the coffee table before you dragged your luggage and left the house.
You got down to the streets and got a cab to the airport. You went through your bag and checked you had your passport and plane ticket.
Boarding time: 12 pm
TOP woke up two hours later to find that you weren’t by his side anymore. He went around the house shouting for you but there wasn’t a reply. He got his phone out and called you.
“Hey where are you? I woke up and you were gone already” he asked worryingly.
“I’m at the airport now, you don’t have to come” you replied.
“What? It’s only 11am now, your flight is at 9pm, isn’t it too early?”
“I’m sorry, I lied. My flight is at 12pm. I’ll be boarding soon.”
“Why did you lie? Wait for me, I’ll get changed and come over now…” he ran back to the room and searched for clothes.
“DON’T!” you demanded.
TOP stopped for a moment, “Why?”
“Don’t you get it? I don’t want you to come. If I see you, I don’t think I can leave. But I’ve already decided that I have to so please don’t let me see you before I leave. Please…”
TOP didn’t reply. There was an awkward silence.
Finally you broke the silence, “I…um.. I gotta go now..” you said faintly.
“Yeah.. I understand…” he replied, “…call me when you arrive…bye then…”
“Okay I will…and.. um.. I’ve left you something, it’s on the coffee table… bye then… saranghae..“
You tried to hold back your tears as you cut the phone. You could feel how helpless TOP felt through the phone. He really wanted to come see you but he didn’t want to make you feel bad and there really isn’t a way to get the airport quick enough.
You went through immigration and went to board your plane. You took out your phone and sent him one last message before your plane took off.
I’m so sorry for all of this coming at you so suddenly. Thank you so much for everything you gave me this year. I really really really appreciate it. And I really really really do love you. Saranghaeyo and Komawoyo.
TOP checked his phone and saw your message, he couldn’t stop the tears rolling down his cheeks and eventually he cried himself back to sleep. 2 hours later he woke up and remembered that you left him something on the coffee table.
He walked up and saw the letter you left him. Carefully, he tore open the envelope and took the letter out.
To my dearest Jagiya, Oppa, Baby…..
I’ve been so busy these five months with all my internal assessments, extended essays, tok presentations, revision and mocks that I didn’t have time to write anything.
I’m so sorry!
But then I’m so happy that I actually gained followers even though I wasn’t even active! Thank you so much to those new followers! I love you all!!
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I’m really busy cause I got a summer job and then I have to revise!! BUT I’LL ORGANIZE IT ASAP! SORRY FOR THE WAIT!
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